sooo Im failing my business 1050 class..if it does happen, it will be the first time Ive "unintentionally" failed a class. don't get me wrong Ive had a few of the ole "F's" "I's" etc depending on the teacher fancy but I was generally aware by the second week of class, mostly because I had stopped going to the class altogether at that point.
this time though..I can only blame myself, but I don't want to so I'll blame work and looking into buying a house. I was doing great until the middle of March when I decided that I wanted to murder my carefree, no responsibilities lifestyle and buy a house. I can be fairly intense and focused all my attention (well not all but like 60%, which is A LOT) on looking for a nice house to spend an outrageously large amount of money on, needless to say, since my focus tops at around 70% my scholastic duties have suffered. what is even more frustrating is that I, yes me Dylan, have had a 4.0 up to this point, which in itself is not that impressive, lots of people do it...but its a first time thing for me...I don't think I even brought my books home from school the first 12 years, except to fool my parents into thinking I actually opened them at times, and by January of my senior year when I was shooed away from school like a pesky horsefly, I had to have the janitor open my locker because I had forgotten my combination due to lack of using it..
I guess when you're paying thousands of dollars for school, motivation is not so incredibly hard to fabricate.
Even with my first non-A college grade I think I'll be ok...cause Im still pretty cool
